Your life is awful (true).

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Your life has a purpose (true).

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Your life is awful for a purpose (true).

John 21:25
   And there are also many other things which Jesus did, the which, if they should be written every one, I suppose that even the world itself could not contain the books that should be written.

God watching us:
Proverbs 15:3
   The eyes of the LORD are in every place, beholding the evil and the good.

Jeremiah 16:17
   For mine eyes are upon all their ways: they are not hid from my face, neither is their iniquity hid from mine eyes.

Heavenly watchers:
Daniel 4:13
   …a watcher and an holy one came down from heaven;

1 Corinthians 4:9
   …for we are made a spectacle unto the world, and to angels, and to men.

Your life recorded in a book.
Psalm 56:8
   Thou tellest my wanderings: put thou my tears into thy bottle: are they not in thy book?

At the end of this age… opening books of our lives:
Revelation 20:12
   And I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God; and the books were opened: and another book was opened, which is the book of life: and the dead were judged out of those things which were written in the books, according to their works.

Daniel 7:10
   A fiery stream issued and came forth from before him: thousand thousands ministered unto him, and ten thousand times ten thousand stood before him: the judgment was set, and the books were opened.

You have to explain.
Romans 14:12
   So then every one of us shall give account of himself to God.

Matthew 12:36-37
   That every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment.
   For by thy words thou shalt be justified, and by thy words thou shalt be condemned.

What do we have to explain?
We explain a life where we overcame or did not overcome.

We all face troubled times.  But do we overcome the troubles?
Or does the storm beat us?
Matthew 7:24-27
   Therefore whosoever heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them, I will liken him unto a wise man, which built his house upon a rock:
   And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock.
   And every one that heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them not, shall be likened unto a foolish man, which built his house upon the sand:
   And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell: and great was the fall of it.

To those whose books are a story of living rightly and overcoming the awful troubles (including the Jezebels) in the days of our life:
Revelation 2:20,26-27
   …because thou sufferest that woman Jezebel, which calleth herself a prophetess…
   And he that overcometh, and keepeth my works unto the end, to him will I give power over the nations:
   And he shall rule them with a rod of iron;

The righteous can rule with Christ, as their lives produced books of living rightly.
Psalm 18:43-44
   Thou hast delivered me from the strivings of the people; and thou hast made me the head of the heathen: a people whom I have not known shall serve me.
   As soon as they hear of me, they shall obey me: the strangers shall submit themselves unto me.

Luke 19:17
   And he said unto him, Well, thou good servant: because thou hast been faithful in a very little, have thou authority over ten cities.

Christ’s return:
Revelation 19:15
   ...he (Christ) shall rule them with a rod of iron: and he treadeth the winepress of the fierceness and wrath of Almighty God.

Psalm 2:8-9
   Ask of me, and I shall give thee the heathen for thine inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth for thy possession.
   Thou shalt break them with a rod of iron; thou shalt dash them in pieces like a potter's vessel

The goal of Christians is not getting to heaven.
The goal of Christians is getting to the resurrection.
Those whose books show how to live rightly for the 1,000 years reign with Christ:

Revelation 20:4-6
   And I saw thrones, and they sat upon them, and judgment was given unto them: and I saw the souls of them that were beheaded for the witness of Jesus, and for the word of God, and which had not worshipped the beast, neither his image, neither had received his mark upon their foreheads, or in their hands; and they lived and reigned with Christ a thousand years.
   But the rest of the dead lived not again until the thousand years were finished.  This is the first resurrection.
   Blessed and holy is he that hath part in the first resurrection: on such the second death hath no power, but they shall be priests of God and of Christ, and shall reign with him a thousand years.

Philippians 3:11
   If by any means I might attain unto the resurrection of the dead.

Books that show the wrong way to live:
Revelation 20:12,15
   And I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God; and the books were opened: and another book was opened, which is the book of life: and the dead were judged out of those things which were written in the books, according to their works.
   …And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire.

If your life is a book of victory over this difficult life, you inherit all things.
But your life could show the wrong way to live for those who attain the resurrection for 1,000 years.

Revelation 21:7-8
   He that overcometh shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son.
   But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.

John 5:29
   And shall come forth; they that have done good, unto the resurrection of life; and they that have done evil, unto the resurrection of damnation.

Your book might record how this societal feminist experiment has gone horribly wrong, and provide a warning and guidance to those who choose to live righteously for 1,000 years.